Mission Failed

I don't know why whenever i try anything very seriously and devotedly, i just donot succeed. whenever i try to get a nightout for study (well, that hasn't happened for quite some time) i end up having a useless bakar session the whole night. The same thing happened this time. I put up my best to have the Sun Demo this weekend, even missed a class for that (you wont call that a sacrifice although), still i could not get things done, sticking up in petty formalities which have no meaning at all. I even had to sit all through 1 hour, on senate steps, in this chilly winter waiting for a meeting to end up so that I could make something of my plan. I never knew booking an auditorium was such a tedious job. And the worst thing is that in previous days, although i was very busy with the preparation for the demo, yet i had a soothing feeling that things were working out and the tension (it's my first tech presentation after all) will end within few days, all that feeling is gone and i am back at the starting point from where i had started 1 week ago.
Anyway, down but not out. Failures are but for inspirations. I will not succumb to them. The good point that i take out from this bad experience (which i am always able to ) is that I will have more time for publicity on the next time. This demo is, thereby, postponed to 23rd Feb. And i'll try if i can get someone from Sun itself to speak on something.